Hear me Roar

2 more days of sch!! hehe~ praying that i'll put in my best effort everyday when i start sch in nie.
cheezels' diarrhoea has stopped!! yeah!! for now that is.. =)
Yest church trg was cancelled so had to call up this guy to apologize. He's from SP and in Gusto. (pardon me if i spell it wrongly) He was telling me some stuff abt Damien and I was like ... ... Its gd that he has such prospect. But on the other hand, is he able to manage it? I'm not doubting his capability, just that.. Oh well..

Dree n I were sharing sum stuff and it kinda hit me. Maybe i AM getting a lil too old for this.. creativity may kinda gt stuck somewhere up there.. maybe when i have my first child i'll stop.. 2 yrs to go..

5 more sch days to go!! woohoo!!
I duno if i shd confront my p and tell him wad's going on dwn there at the teachers' level.. Then again, maybe he already knows wads going on.. cos there's politics everywhere.. i cant believe the type of things ppl do to gt there way.. scrupulous ppl.. fox underneath that lamb's skin...

Cant wait for the new shw, moment of truth, to come out.. and dun forget the lyrics~ hehe sounds interesting.. me n bb hv been watching america's next top model together and its like the coolest shw ever!! makes me wana sashay, sashay.. i love saleisha.. she's so pretty!! i wan her hair.. mwhaha~ duno if she's wearing a wig thou.. i feel so sad whenever one of them gts kicked out of the comp.. so poor thing.. oh well, that's the high of reality shw..

hopefuli the perf ltr goes smoothly.. only have like 2 trgs.. need God's miracle..

one more week!! cant wait seriously! praying to God real hard to gt gd results..
cheezels has been poopin blood.. and i've been cleaning him up 3-4 times in the past 4-5hrs..
getting real tired.. i dun tink i hv tis much free time in nie as compared to b in sch.
speaking of which, the kids are getting really outa hand.. today is like mass scolding session for all teachers.. frm my lvl to p6.. everyone was jz fumin mad.. for one reason or another.. my lvl.. shortage of tchers, kids climbing over the relief tchrs' head.. they r unbelievable.. one boy actually behaved like a teenager arguing wf a parent.. jz refused to stand and givin the tcher that smirk look.. we all know he has some prob bt y didnt my tcher face such prob in the past?..

then the p6 students.. 'its 3 wks to prelims and they're stil nt in the right mind set.'
i know i wasnt reali the perfect student, at least i obeyed my tchers.. and listened when i had to.. i jz wish things were much simpler.. i love to teach.. bt the kids are reali unbelievable.. mayb its diff in other sch.. the last time in my prac sch, the students had a diff prob.. thinkin too highly of themselves.. hmm.. God help me..

Yesterday's trg was gd! even jafni agreed wf me.. the kids are learning real fast.. faster than any of the batches.. hopefuli they can keep it that way and progress further.. so thou quite a number didnt turn up yest, it was stil a gd session. didnt expect them to go for run stil after trg.. well, at least they're eager to learn. =) always gd to coach kids wf gd attitude.

hopefuli kj wil improve in time. i'm going to just concentrate on 4 flyers. wena's definitely in the list. left wf barbara, vivien n kj.. barbara's light.. but viv n kj pick up skills faster.. but kj doesnt push off.. b/w kj n viv, viv has the upper hand now.. she has improved tremendously since kindness.. no doubt kj improved too.. n there's barbara.. now that they can all fly, i dun feel like they r cheerleaders up there.. then when viv gave me that look during 221 yest, i sian liaoz.. james was so light and her face was all scrunched up.

oh well.. long way to go til cheerobics.. wf their progress so far, i definitely have higher expectations from them next yr. thou i have 4 guys only, i seriously feel like my girls have better techniques than them.. haiz..

my HOD wants me to go bac to coach too.. actuali i was hoping of switching to other pri sch.. i want to see how other pri schs manage and maybe even switch after nie. not that my sch is not gd.. jz that so many gd peeps are leaving.. it'll nt b the same.. it matters who u're working wf..

lost $20 to dree last nte.. sianz.. they can read off the sianz look on my face too.. =p
better luck next time den..

Watching tis episode of Life with Bonnie.. reminds me of that nite wf bb.. haiz. We cant afford the session we needed.. I duno if tis is ever going to work in the long run.. i'll try.. we'll try.. bt things are unpredictable.. he's my only love..

Been playing mj wf ken n dree.. even last nte wich was a sunday.. tis morning was a lil seh.. =P but i delivered my lesson n supplementary lesson still.. thank god.. sx was 'gossiping' wf me.. i can believe what i hear.. bt i cant believe it.. i think the MM is reali the reason why so many gd tchrs r leaving.. if i stayed on and knowin all these gd ppl r leaving, it'll definitely make me wana go too.. i already miss her! she's one of the nicer ones in sch.. i duno if i shd go up to T to tell him what's actuali gg on before he gts blinded by the MM..

Thank god that time of the mth only came today, after NDP last nte.. otherwise i wudnt be able to njoy it.. =P yest was one of the best days tis yr.. mainly bcos of the blackbirds!! they are the most awesome fighter planes i've ever seen!! they broadcast what the pilots were communicating and it was smokingly sexy.. i didnt realise it has such an effect.. anyway, they went flying at each other at 200km/hr and it was at so close proximity.. they are so, so cool~!
Bcos of my students who had to pee constantly, i miss my other fav part of it.. the provost.. so sad.. the entire routine! the queue at the toilet was so freaking long.. sobz.. but the firewrks was gd.. i tot it's gona b quite short since its onli the NE shw.. bt it was a gd long 2.5mins at least. I hope i can go again next yr.. thou the goodie bag tis yr aint quite gd.. i'm nt reali complainin, it's still gd overall.