Hear me Roar

Clayton's macbook so nice.. i want one too.. bt no money.. =( anw, mine stil in gd working condition.. so dun reali nid it.. haiz.. saw lion.. he is reali poor thing.. haiz.. i hope everything turns out for the better.. anw, he's leaving for the states soon.. gona miss that big guy ard.. jz realise that sch starts next mon!! 6 days away!! omg!! i'm so not ready.. i duno y.. there's reali nuting to prep.. bt i was hoping to finish choreo ij's and th's routine b4 the sch term.. i'm half way done for th.. bt its too tough for them.. so gona simplify it loads..

Yesterday was really one wild night! The temasek peeps came over and we had pizza, booze and gambling all in one! I showed them the japanese cheer comp and they were really impressed cos all girls base ma.. ha~ everytime guys see that their first reaction will be, 'i'll be heading the gym tmr.' yea right.. haha~ but i'm glad it motivated them a lil..

next i asked them if they wana play black jack and they dun mind since we have nothing else to do.. so i was the dealer and the first one i got.. black jack! haha~ everyone paid double and i won like $4-5 in that one round.. =P after a few games, i open up the mahjong set and won $22.. hehe~ felt alil bad winning their money.. and then we had the gift exchange.. ha~ they hv the wierdest gifts.. one gave a file, inside with stationery and stuff.. and when byron saw it.. he was like 'wah.. thanks ar.. this is like the best present ever.. -_-''' and then there's this slimy yellow thingy.. then they played with it, put it around huiping's hair and it got all tangled up.. silly girl.. i had the best gift ever! the one thing i dun hv at home.. toothbrush holder.. hehe~

afterwhich bb came home, took over me for the next round of mj.. and i drank with some of them.. playing number games.. i didnt drink much but the 2 other girls kana alot.. one of them started puking in my toilet.. poor girl.. and she was freaking hilarious.. she's the hall queen of temasek hall and she's really drama.. in a cute way.. oh and she looks like ericia lee! v chio.. haha~ but think she's attached to this guy in the team already.. so, beng, no chance for u.. (i'll put up the pics in a while..)

i'm glad i had at least one big party over at my place this dec.. to end with a big bang.. =P jz that bb had to mop the floor this morning.. =P looking forward to the next one!! CHINESE NEW YEAR!! cant wait!! dun xpect much from my angbaos.. i'm just a student.. and its my first time.. normally they say one will gt more generous down the years.. =P

tomorrow: put back the xmas tree
day after: put up the cny deco! =)

continuing from yest's post..
so they came to my place and had quite a lot to eat.. hehe~ afterwich, clay was at the laptop for the rest of the afternn. then the rest of us started to play blackjack with uncle ali as the dealer! hehe~ n i think we all won something from him.. mwhaha~ then when dree left, we played dai di and i won again.. hehe~ i wish my luck carries me thru cny.. cant wait for it! clay was suggesting chinatwn again.. n i wana go! i miss gg there wf the whole gang.. clay's gona hv a dinner party over at his place on new yr's eve.. =)

went over to my bro-inlaw's place for a feast! a huge turkey, salad, pork knuckle (which i didnt eat..) and some other stuff which i cant rmb.. dessert! home made apple crumble!! with ice-cream! haagen daz!! high on suger!! mwhaha~

bb's mum jz gt warded into SGH, bad tummyache.. cant go accompany him cos twisters coming over for buffet in awhile.. its reali non-stop feasting since the eve.. can stil taste the crab in my mouth.. nt that i didnt brush my teeth..

Thou it was kinda 'belated'.. but i had a 'blast' this xmas! ha~ first, xmas eve: feli n wilson came for svc and wil went for alter call! =D thank god.. then it was seafood dinner!! it was so impromptu.. jumbo seafood baby!! slurp! the chilli crab was so freakin delicious.. yum.. wish for more of that.. and to end off the night.. mahjong session!! hehe~ cindy, daphne and adrain came over.. hehe~ bb was the big winner..

feli's my first official guest in my guest room! with the new king koll single mattress.. she liked it.. gues its quite good.. $1k+.. ha~ a gift frm bb's aunt.

xmas day: clayton, dree n uncle ali's here for a small xmas lunch.. nice steamboat, fried rice and chicken wings! hehe~ k, wil update more ltr.. gota go hang clothes first.. =)

i think i'm jz being a crybaby.. watching repeat of last fri's grey's anatomy and its making me weep! sobz.. poor driver.. =( reading breaking dawn now and the story's getting kinda weird.. i'm nt gg to stop reading it thou.. ha~ wana see hw it all ends wf the edward and bella.. 9 more days to 2009.. no resolutions as yet.. bt jz praying for better time management next year.. i wana get better results bt i hv like 3+ teams to work on.. so.. gota hv gd scheduling.. otherwise i'll b burnout like last yr.. wich was nt too bad.. jz need to manage the teams wf the wedding.. gota start choreo for these teams.. cant wait for sch to start..

i think i'll keep my parties to a few ppl from now on.. haiz.. u girls cant make it again tis sat.. gota postpone it.. 2nd time tis yr postponing potluck.. tis aint good..
got bac frm bkk.. did alot of shopping.. to the pt that i felt sian looking at another piece of clothing.. bb didnt gt much loot.. i got alot of stuff at JJ.. hehe~ and bought myself another pair of adidas shoes.. someone stole my sports shoes.. anw if u been to my place, u wud noe i leave it outside the house.. haiz.. so kinda deserve it.. it was reali comfy! bt tis pair is equali gd.. tennis shoes.. i prefer it to running shoes cos gt more support at the ankle.. =) gd for cheer too!
didnt take any pics there too.. nt much to take.. all the same stuff every year..
my exam results are out! and i'm v proud of myself.. i'm not boasting or anything.. but it has been 10yrs since i last gt such gd results.. which is since O lvls.. i did put in alot of effort.. to gt 3As and 3Bs. bb was v proud of me too.. hehe~ he said the bkk was all worth it.. =) since he paid for everything.. =P he knew i deserve a gd break. i told him i'm gona put in the xtra effort to gt 4As next sem! wich is alil tough cos i've gt 2 sci modules and tis sem, its the sci that pulled down my overall GPA. sianz man.. and i tot i did well for that exam.. =( bt its ok.. will aim for better grades next year!!

if only we cud travel back then during the riot period, i'll have more time at hand.. =( hopefuli come sunday everything will go on smoothly.. have faith!

thngs at TH aint going too well either.. everyone's away on holiday.. i'm gg on holiday.. -_-''' group stunts are do-able.. but cant do much of transitions at this point.. hopefuli come Jan everything will be more speedy.. had supper with them at 12.30am.. went hm at 1.30am.. did some cleaning up, went to bed at 2.15am.. read Eclipse til 3am, den went to bed.. i cant put that book dwn! went to steph meyer's website and she wanted to write Twilight again from Edward's perspective but the first few chapters got leaked out and was being circulated! and thus she dropped the idea of writing it.. sobz.. but she had it on her webby.. will go check it out once i'm done wif breaking dawn.. hehe~ i guess breaking dawn wil b the last of the whole series.. like harry potter.. sobz.. she's on a break nw spendin time wf family and all.. really hope she continues with such fiction..

oh, saw some of the campus superstar finalists yesterday at mediacorp.. and the 2 hosts.. the thai guy and some girl whom i dun recognise.. i duno wads the big deal.. and hw i lost my cool back then whenever i see celeb.. i'm such a geek! nw i'm like.. 'yea.. so what..' ha~ i'm all grown up!

i've got the worst sun-burnt case ever in history.. my skin is so freaking sore.. i swear amanda handed me the frying oil.. thank God for wil, wena, shann n xin for coming dwn last nte at the v v last minute.. love u guys!! didnt go sentosa with them today.. i really have to stay indoor.. but too bad it rained today.. hopefuli the weather is better over at sentosa..

bb's team won again at the harvest soccer league.. they've been winning non-stop!! haha~ the vjc boys are really good!! i just wish their opponents are less rough! seriously! they're like pushing and shoving throughout the game and its really scary! someone can get seriously hurt!

finally.. tis friday.. bangkok baby!! i cant wait!!! miss bkk so so much..

I love my girls.. and guys of cos.. haha~ adastra that is.. miss them loads.. went to sentosa with them yesterday. kinda like a farewell for the year 2.. and wena managed to do a back tuck!! woohoo! finally.. but she did with the snr guys.. tis batch i onli have 3 guys.. and they're kinda.. more towards the smaller frame ones.. so i hope give them 1-2 mths, their toss technique will improve.. i really wish for them to do a tuck for once.. even if they don't go for competition, at least during their sports day performance..

when mrs jen gave her speech, i was really touched i almost teared. she's the best teacher to work with! no wonder she has that promotion so quickly.. =( i'm really gona miss her!! this batch had decorated the place alil.. but the presents werent as creative as the last few batches.. stil love jamie's cheer doll for me!! =) speaking of which, that girl went to a rose tattoo across her tummy! how big a rose is that! with the leaves and stalk of cos.. cant wait to see it for myself.. =) she just got it the dat b4 sentosa.. so cudnt join us..

the rest of us had lotsa fun in the water!! seriously speaking.. it was quite some time since i had so much fun.. hehe~ did all sorts of stupid stuff in the water.. played captain's ball in the water.. which was reali tiring.. played volleyball on land.. i had more hits wf wilson alone than with the entire group of about 16 people.. 8 on each side but we just keep picking up ball after each serve.. yea, we, as a whole were that bad.. geez.. the most number of hits was 7?.. good enough.. ha~wil post the pics real soon.. gg sentosa again on monday with the church team.. hopefuli i wont get burnt again.. no more tanning oil.. sun block pls!

watched bolt with bb at vivo.. damm hilarious!! esp the hamster.. haha~ keep wanting to kill the enemies.. but the show reali did has an effect of not leaving our pets.. and bolt reminds us so much of cheezels!! haha~ when we got back home, bb immediately let him out to run loose but he had that 'excitement pee' again.. so we were like -_-'''... and then put him bac in.. and went to sleep..

so we'll probably b leaving on friday night for bkk.. stil cant figure that whole speech bb gave on not going on sat morning.. oh well, i dun reali care so long as we go there.. hehe~ gona do heaps of shopping!! cant wait!!

I'm tearing up now.. not becos i got into another fight with bb.. but bcos i'm watching staying alive hosted by kelly rowlands. she went into places like kenya and hyena square and learn about sex workers and aids.. its a really bad situation.. esp hyena square. it is so called becos the people there literally stay with the animals.. and their house is no better than a shack.. most of them got tricked for a better life and were striped of their clothes to become prostitute for USD 10.. and the money goes to the person who cheated them.. not to them! this is just wrong.. looking at their environment and consider where i am now.. i shd be counting my blessings. and watching Oprah only makes it worse.. =( every celebrity is trying to tell others how short our lives really is.. and Oprah talked about this author, Richard Carlson, who wrote this book - Don't sweat over the small stuff. It is really good and i'm getting it after i finish all 4 of stephanie meyer.. i'm only at the 2nd. anw, richard carlson has died 2 years back due to heart disease. it was all so sudden and as if he knew he was dying, he wrote a letter to his wife. it was so heart-warming, i couldnt hold back my tears. His wife published his letter in a small book - An hour to live. Richard wrote 'if he had 1 hr to live, i wudnt call my financial planner to decide what's gona happen in future. if he had 1 hr to live, i wudnt call those who owe me money.' he goes on to list a whole lot of people whom he wouldn't call.. and of cos finally 'if i had 1 hr to live, i would call u (the wife) to tell u how much i love u..' i'm a sucker for love stories!! sobz..

so i guess all of these is trying to tell me something.. dun sweat the small stuff.. esp wf bb.. sigh.

the ring from the slamming of the door has become numbed to me.. so i guess this is how its gona be.. i dun even know what or how i'm feeling now.. shoulda seen it coming.. i don't think he's attracted to me anymore. guess that honeymoon period is really over.. =(

Wad do u do if u hubby is obsessed wf his hp, psp and papers.. that's all he care about when we're out.. cant leave without the 3.. am i that boring to begin wf?.. its f.ckin screwed up la.. we've been thru this.. argued several times over it but nutin seems to change.. can someone advise me wad to do?.. i reali feel like those are taking priority over me.. i feel like flushing his hp down the toilet.. i noe its jz gona aggreviate things but i really dun give a nuts ass about it anymore! the next time it ever happen, i'm gona just walk away. try me.

this holiday turns out to be one of the worst one ever..
bkk not happening yt..
totally bored at home.. except for the exciting Twilight, i'm reading now.. and seeing Dylan.. he's just the cutest nephew ever..

ARGH!!