Hear me Roar

I'm tearing up now.. not becos i got into another fight with bb.. but bcos i'm watching staying alive hosted by kelly rowlands. she went into places like kenya and hyena square and learn about sex workers and aids.. its a really bad situation.. esp hyena square. it is so called becos the people there literally stay with the animals.. and their house is no better than a shack.. most of them got tricked for a better life and were striped of their clothes to become prostitute for USD 10.. and the money goes to the person who cheated them.. not to them! this is just wrong.. looking at their environment and consider where i am now.. i shd be counting my blessings. and watching Oprah only makes it worse.. =( every celebrity is trying to tell others how short our lives really is.. and Oprah talked about this author, Richard Carlson, who wrote this book - Don't sweat over the small stuff. It is really good and i'm getting it after i finish all 4 of stephanie meyer.. i'm only at the 2nd. anw, richard carlson has died 2 years back due to heart disease. it was all so sudden and as if he knew he was dying, he wrote a letter to his wife. it was so heart-warming, i couldnt hold back my tears. His wife published his letter in a small book - An hour to live. Richard wrote 'if he had 1 hr to live, i wudnt call my financial planner to decide what's gona happen in future. if he had 1 hr to live, i wudnt call those who owe me money.' he goes on to list a whole lot of people whom he wouldn't call.. and of cos finally 'if i had 1 hr to live, i would call u (the wife) to tell u how much i love u..' i'm a sucker for love stories!! sobz..

so i guess all of these is trying to tell me something.. dun sweat the small stuff.. esp wf bb.. sigh.