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I'm getting too old.. getting too annoying.. getting too tired way too easily.. and I jz freakin turn 26 only.. sigh..

Rugby 7s this coming weekend!! yea! cant wait.. its kinda cool to watch them play.. thou i dun quite like it personalli.. all the contact and hustling.. nt my type of game.. hope to see some cheerleaders there thou.. =) too bad i nv gt to see bb in a game before.. Lio's the liaison officer for Team Aus! hw cool is that! that cud hav been me.. bt work comes before play.. double sigh.. but i'll look forward to seeing him wf the team.. perhaps intro bb to him if i gt the chance to..

Jz saw some data of my class profiles and found out i'm nt the oldest girl in class!! there's another who's 27!! n she doesnt look 27!! ok maybe she does jz that all this while i tot i'm the oldest.. i feel much better nw.. haha~ nt reali la.. doesnt make much of a diff.. -_-'''

Moiz taught me alil muay thai!! reali cool! i noe all the elbow moves now.. hehe~
Watch Nights in Rodanthe last nte and cried buckets.. thou i cant reali rmb the actual plot from the book.. btw those who duno me by nw, i hv all of nicholas sparks' books! i jz love him.. i always cried at his books!! its a wonder hw a guy can write romance bks like tat..

Watched Tropic Thunder too.. its hilarious! my classmates love it too.. ha~ navin is reali comic..

Lio came in late for class.. I hope things goes well with yan for him.. =)

BB prepared chrysanthemum tea for me last nte when he picked me up from cheer.. =D
I duno y i gt pissed at him for nt much apparent reason.. i think i jz hate to be rushed.. or perhaps i'm jz reali tired.. i duno.. tis mornin when i woke up, i felt so weak all over.. esp wf my cough and all.. think i'm gona b dwn wf fever soon.. shucks..

Watching Ugly Betty now.. Henry jz proposed to her while Gio asked her to go Rome.. so sweet! haha~

Anw, missed those TH guys so so much.. hansel, edmund, zurong, hyon, mich.. all of u!! so hapi to be back.. i miss them more than i miss IJ.. duno y.. =P

Party tis sat at Pam's! yea! thinkin of bringing aaron along.. indian chinese mix too! but he gota go church and its at bt batok.. sianz.

Cant wait for 90210! i dun love beverly hills more than I love FRIENDS.. bt its like the next best thing ever!! i hope its as gd as the old series..

Chris went robertson quay for souffle.. he said if i jio shernice go butter fac, she sure go.. k la, we'll wait til exams is over.. on the 21st Nov! one mth to go.. =) counting down!

Next tues, netball test. Friday, Science exam. So looking forward to it!!

Cheng cheng broke his arm.. it was awful.. looking at hw his arm bent in that manner.. he was tryin to do a standing back-tuck and landed wrongly.. he was thinking too much.. anw, he doesnt nid to be warded in so thank god for that.. prayer reali works. =) when he came out after the cast, he was like joking and doing arm motions away.. taking pics wf those who were there.. my goodness.. like its a tng to celebrate la.. -_-''' hopefuli it wont hurt that much tonite.. he'll hv a speedy recovery in God's name. =D

Me: So his surname is Cheng, name is Cheng?..
Vanessa: Ya.. and his baptized name is oso cheng..
Me: huh??..
Van: Yea.. so his full name is like Cheng Cheng Cheng..
Me: -_-'''

There wasnt any bday potluck tis yr.. sobz.. nvm..
I had two parties tis yr thou.. one at mambo, the other at butter fac wf my PE mates.. think i'm stil having a lil hangover.. thou i didnt drink much.. but the music was fantastic!! and i had a blast watching the benny bunnies.. its the sg version of playboys mansion man.. mark zee was there.. doesnt look as cute.. i duno y.. think the first class shw kinda lowered his standards.. anw, wenhui, ash, edmund, ken, faz and tim were there! tim came for like a while, bought me a drink and left.. i tink wenhui kinda likes him.. ken came reali late and we left like 30mins after he reached. T.T

tis mornin we had trg and my shuqun girls came to join us. they'll b joinin us for subsequent trgs and i'm glad they wana continue to cheer.. =)

Tmr's my bday!! turning 26 is nutin reali.. i've been looking forward to it since beginnin of tis yr.. so i feel like i'm 26 already for the whole part of it.. its a ALL ABOUT ME day.. hehe~

M&E results is out and i'm v proud of myself for my hard work has paid off and God is really good. =) I scored 44.5/50! =D that's 40% of my final module so half way there towards my goal of getting an A!!

Mambo tonite with Johnathon, Feli, Dree n Daph!! yippy!!! anyone else wana join us? =)

Jz watched ugly betty.. I love Gio!! omg.. so SNAG.. wf that new bald tngy going on for him.. BB's out in camp.. no trg today.. stayed hm and watched tv whole nte.. new season of grey's anatomy. i dun like grey's new half sister.. anw.. M&E test's over.. kinda tough.. hope everything goes well.. studyin for science nw.. exam on 7th nov.. netball on the 4th.. next tues email test.. lame rte?.. oh well..

C: ey jess, u cfm score v well one la..
Me: ok la..
G: wah, cfm gt full marks one la..
Me: aiya 27 la..

I'm like, c'mon.. u wana ask, jz ask la! ... i stil duno wad happen b/w L n C..

My netball class has 28 people. My degree yr 3 class is 7 of us.. i got 27 out of 30.. wich is arte i gues.. bt most of them scored higher than me.. 28-29.. one even got 30 out of 30! i know they know the rules better than me.. bt still.. its like getting high marks doesnt even matter any more.. its getting full marks that matters!! thou tis is jz 10% of the overall module, so 30 out of 30 is 10%, mine 27 out of 30 is 9%.. i think it stil makes quite a lot of diff.. sobz.. i'm quite saddened by it.. i duno y.. haiz..

M&E was quite tough too.. but hopefuli i'll do well enuf.. while studyin wif them, my new classmates taught me a technique wich i shd use long ago.. to understand instead of merely studyin on the surface. i cud repeat wadeve was on the notes, but i cudnt explain wad daryl asked.. n after all those though-provokin qns.. i'm even more determined to do better for my exams..

I'm gona start studyin for my sci exam.. wich falls on the 7th nov.

1st rehearsal in church went quite well.. hopefuli the next one's gona b better.. Ps Kong's gona b there!! kan jiong..

Think tis wkend's potluck party gona b off.. of the people who replied, many nt free.. sianz. nvm, i'll put the time into gd use.. study!

Power of visualising.. What pastor said was really true! u mz see urself in the future, where u want to be, and u'll be there eventually.. its like in the bk - The Secrets, something abt the law of attraction.. Anw, i was sharing wf bb that i always see myself getting married when i'm 25! since i'm 16!!! can u believe it?.. in tis 21st century, nt many ladies wud gt married in mid-twenties i gues.. bt i did! ha~ the power of the 4th dimensions! i'm looking forward to a whole lot of things now.. =D

M&E test on monday.. its been quite some time since i last got tis excited about any test.. i reali hope to score an A for it.. 40% is quite a big portion..

Was over at karen's party last nte and it was kinda fun.. esp wf kira and her 'fishsoup'.. haha~ the merlion guy.. and karen doing 221! wait til the pic is up! ha~ beng, xingwei n weicheng were there too.. its been so long since we last gt together.. 2yrs?.. well, those were the days.. anw, wil put up video of the soda comp and the pics soon..

God put us thru trials n tribulations.. nt to test our patience.. bt to test our faith reali.. esp in r.ships area.. wf Him, wf others, wf family.. I hope tngs reali turn out fine..

next friday: 25th oct my bday celebration! potluck dinner over at my place!! pls let me know if u can make it.. wen: no nid to reply to tis.. ha~

I want to tattoo over my 'An'.. if u watch project runway, the recent one who kicked out, Kit has tis reali cute tattoo of a heart and two bows on the bottom like the skull n bones.. cute! i'm gona gt tat.. =D tink its time to gt over the An.. no longer I..

I was crying in the bus and he didnt even notice it.. its one of those days.. PMS..
and gues wad he was doing.. reading the papers.. same ting happened in bed.. it jz seemed that his needs, his 'face' is more impt.. i'm doing TIS bcos he want me to.. nt that i want to.. and nw that i'm so stressed over it.. its jz.. stupid la.. argh. i shall make a decision.

next monday gt M&E test.. 40%! and the nte or maybe day, before gt rehearsal.. hopefuli can finish studying by then.. stressed! routine duno favourable by pastors or nt.. double stress.. gt event coming up.. triple stress.. cheer matters.. quadruple stress.. cant wait for December..

I'm gona b the team liaison officer for oversea teams for rugby 7s!! how cool is that! and BB's gona b my partner! yea! i hope they put us together.. anw, we'll gt to bring them ard, join them in their trg, basicali b their nannies.. hehe~ cant wait! perhaps gt to cheer for them too!! yeah!!! excited already.. hehe~

My sis jz gt the new samsung 5 megapix phone.. touch screen bt its nt as sensitive as mine the last time round as it has cover.. i love it! its $288 wif contract wf M1.. bt i jz gt my starhub contract renewed like 5 mths bc.. sianz.. bt its reali chic.

Dylan is reali freakin shy.. see strangers cry.. mum nt ard, cry. dun gt the tngs he want, cry. bt he's freakin cute la.. haha~

Next monday Netball quiz!

Watching lipstick jungle nw.. i wish my life's like victory ford's.. a fashion designer who has all the clothes she wants.. u shd take a look at her closet.. madness. brooke shield's hubby on the shw is like BB in real life.. the perfect husband.. jz that bb's nt british like him.. haha~

Finally the last of my presentations is finali over.. the communicative presentation was alrte.. nt as bad as basketball's.. i prefer exams over presentations anytime.. thou need to prepare more over exams.. bt nt as nerve wrecking..

Basketball module is over.. thank god..

Sunday trainings.. i jz wish things progress alil faster..

15 more days to my bday!

Today's BB's 30th birthday! we're gg tony roma for dinner ltr. =) i duno what other surprises i can gt for him.. its like the older we gt, the lesser things we can come up wf.. sianz.. anyway, had church trg last nte and meng chin came dwn.. it went quite well.. hope we can keep up the spirit and energy til then. when i gt home, bb asked me wad i had for dinner n i totali forgot abt it.. n he went to the mkt and gt me noodles.. while i went bc to shower.. i'm so thankful for him.. =) i told him i cud cook instant noodles bt he insisted.. i wish i cud do something more for him..

Its 10.30am.. i shd reali b finishin my essay before I head out for dinner gathering wf xiaohui and gang.. anw, i declare myself officially bankrupt last nte.. i put in my last $7 i had in my wallet for offering.. i know i didnt need to because i'm not having any income and it had to last me til today.. bt its near building fund period and i want to do my bit.. well, if u count my piggybank, then perhaps i stil hv a few dollars left in there.. after giving all of my coins to kaiwen.. T.T