Hear me Roar

yesterday was clearing my stuff and found some old neoprints.. damm cute la.. there's me, darly and PPL!! how hilarious.. nv remembered we were that close.. if any of u do come up the next time, remind me to shw that to u.. haha~ and then some stuff frm JJC.. i miz peiyun.. she's like the best angel ever!! remember that angel and mortal thing we guys use to play.. yea..

saw bb for the very first time ever in soccer action!! ha~ look damm cute la.. but it was very fun watching him play.. i wonder does he ever feel the same way when he watches me play/coach.. anyway, their team won 6:1!! how cool is that! ha~ bcos there's alot of young men in the team who can run like forrest gump.. til next week then!

we're leaving for bkk on the 13th.. worst case scenario, we'll head for HK.. hopefuli timmy's gona b ard to bring us to gd food places there..

gona check out youtube for BU's stuff now.. =) they did come in first rte?.. no updates no nothing..

I jz came bc frm Jb.. gt my hair dyed.. bad decision to go there to color it.. sianz.. didnt come out as what i wanted.. and the color not the rite one either.. i wanted it to b more blonde.. bt its quite brown.. shd hv listen to johna.. =( but its alrte still.. not too bad.. was telling bb stil gt 1.5yrs to play wf my hair b4 i go bc as a tchr for gd..

most prob heading for bkk on sunday.. one of the airport has already open up.. so wish me luck! =) duno if gla's back.. well, was telling her someone done something v unethical.. saw the videos online and obviously the person wasnt thinking in the right mindset.. nvm.. its nt like we care abt him.. since he has forgotten us as frenz..

ok.. i'm gona take back my words.. maybe i dun miss him that much.. argh.. so irritating!!
i didnt even say i wanted to see how it works or not.. he just said,'u dun believe i show u..' i didnt even say i don't believe la! wad's up with that.. then BLAME ME.. AGAIN!!! EVERY SINGLE TIME!!! every single thing has to be my fault la.. if we dun make it for bkk, u noe its not my fault.. bt dun take it out on me la! argh! i just wish to disappear from everyone.. everything.. there's reali no point in anything.. anyone.. wishful thinking on my part.. maybe i shd follow kw's path.. take a trip to nowhere by myself.. i'm sure philip would say i wouldnt b able to survive out there.. i reali wish to prove him wrong.. maybe i shd take a graduation trip to europe wf my classmates.. or maybe just by myself to anywhere else.. before any little ME pops out.. mind u.. not lil US!! argh!! so freaking pissed now!! i could just run out of the house.. and go mambo!!! argh! i wouldnt b havin fun even if i go there.. i probably gt dead drunk.. someone take me out!!!!!!!

Didnt gt to hang with lio, gt some girl prob.. haiz.. its like wf her, the prob nv ends.. hope it gts better thou.. well, met up wf johna instead, had sushi, went to walk ard.. it was quite a long walk.. johna bought lotsa stuff! and i got myself, Twilight! by stephanie meyer.. i hope its gd.. well, its a bestseller! so it shd b gd..

cant wait for bb to come bc tmr.. =( i miss him very badly..

Went out wf magnies for dinner.. its a special gathering wf derek.. thank god he'll b bc for gd in march.. reali miss having the guys ard.. by then wen wil b bc too.. =D anw, it was a dinner mit up jz that i didnt had any cos i had a bad diarrhoea b4 dat.. sianz.. they went to muthu's curry.. where everything's in coconut milk.. johna, es, sher, will, feli, cindy were there.. it was a great nite! for gossip that is.. ha~ furni man.. we were bitching abt Ric.. =P then derek's ex-women were mostly there.. ha~ and terry's balls at TCC.. its all weird.. but great.. =) derek's leaving on wed.. well, at least we gt to mit up once b4 he left..

watched beverly hills chihuahua and it turned out to be quite gd.. surprisingly.. onli if u're dog lover i think.. ha~ tink kinda make me n bb appreciate cheez more.. =)

Finally!! its over! but i'm not fully satisfied.. i tink i cud have done better.. given more time.. and if its nt that time of the mth.. -_-''' i noe.. sianz.. one of my clasmates used 3 booklets! and i stil 1-2 pgs to spare! sobz.. i duno if i can gt that A still.. i noe i shd rejoice nw that its the holiday bt oh well.. i'm like that.

went out wf my clasmates for the first time.. we went to grillers at tiong bahru plaza wich is reali nice! daryl was like, 'wah everything's so nice la.. tis place is underestimated..' n he's a gobbler! he can reali eat!! he wud b like 'i'm so full..' and den put in another piece of meat in his mouth.. so typical of guys.. met his gf for the first time too, didnt gt to talk to her much cos i gota go off straight after the movies.. its was late and they went for teh after that stil~!

we went to watch body of lies at lido.. QM's leaving for china on a mission trip tis morning.. lee had a haircut and was teased by the rest of the guys.. he looked alrite.. had a similar haircut i intended for bb..

bb was cool that i went out wf them.. needed to bond wf them alil.. anw, bb put in money in my wallet again just to make sure i had enuf to spend when i'm out wf them.. someone gota give him the best hubby award.. =P he's sick.. poor bb.. n stil had to ref for the AC league jz nw.. was coughin non-stop and runnin a slight fever. he's at a fren's wedding lunch nw.. hope he's fine..

jz came bc frm my nephew's 1st bday party.. Dylan's so freakin cute.. ha~ bought him a disney book.. he love bks! for real! he loves the pictures and he looks so focus whenever my sis flips the page for him.. ha~

leaving for bkk next thurs~! i am so so so looking forward to that break wf bb.. non-stop shoppin.. photo taking.. zoo and stuff.. hehe~ and seacon sq baby~! i reali hope BU wins again.. and cant wait to see the new stunts they come up wf.. wil update real soon~!

When Pst is ard, u can feel almost a sense of differen aura.. i duno y.. his presence really makes a lot of diff in the hall.. so anyway, i felt reali extremely hapi when he said 'cheer team, solid la.. can extend to 5mins?'.. i was grinning frm ear to ear.. hehe~ that's the onli gd comment as compared with the other ministries! and its frm Pst kong personali so of cos u noe its gota be gd.. =P Well, gota kip ur fingers crossed that tmr, it'll be the best shw ever!! =D

the msia team r reali nice and cant wait to go thru the routine wf them ltr..

saw tis stella mccartney dress on sale yest at expo.. at $65 onli!! frm $200! its so freakin nice.. bt no mula.. haiz..

its official.. my sofa smells of pee!! argh! i'm so gona kill cheez..

Roasted croc meat, bat wings, spiders.. watching Taboo on national geographic now.. they're serving it in this posh manhattan party.. and people's loving it.. i can nv pick one up and eat it.. they're serving pig intestine and all.. bb's fav.. bt definitely nt mine.. n mind u these people r the wealthy n of high places.. pengz.

bb jz went for tis soccer match.. a bunch of 30 yr olds playing against a bunch of teenagers.. i hope bb wins.. hehe~ i told him after my exam, i'll bring the poms and do a board for him and cheer for him at the match!! 'Go BB Go!!'

I think i'm pretty much done studyin.. keyword: think.. i duno.. i can definitely gt a high B.. but i duno if its gd enuf for an A.. its all essays n some parts qns.. gota kip on prayin.. and revising.. =) anw, bb's gona b away for 3.5days.. i'll go thru all the notes bc n forth again til it sticks!

cant wait to go out and have fun! hey sis, dree, sat mj? =D

Jz watched Escape to Africa! damm furni!! i seriously dun mind watchin it the 2nd time.. hehe~ bt after the exam of cos.. sianz. had seoul garden wf bb b4 the movie.. and i told ah ma i wana go on a diet.. kill me now.. if uncle ali reads tis, he wud probably go.. hw typical of me.. anyway, for those who noe him, his thai gf is in town! ha~ i reali hope he settles dwn.. dun wan him to b old n alone.. he's reali like an elder bro.. u cant help but hate and care for him at the same time.. i duno y.. he slapped my arm the other nte n i almost fell.. nearly punched him back.. bt jz gav him the stare.. asshole. n gues wad he gt me for bday prezie.. thumbdrive.. its reali weird but reali appreciate it.. =) cos mine went screwed.

anyway, counting down to asia conference.. i'm tellin u guys out there.. christians, non christians.. u hv to attend one of the services.. its gona b mind-blowing.. i'm reali lookin forward to it.. bt i gt exam on fri.. so will onli attend the weekend svcs.. dree, feli, deb.. if u're keen, call me ya.. =)

anyone out there who has a new place to recommend in bkk, pls let me know! anywhere frm the zoo to shopping places, i dun mind! so long as its new and popular! thank u!

btw, go check out my fren's fren's blog for online shopping.. dig her blog.. cool stuff.. deb, tink u'll like it. sherniece.livejournal.com

7 more days exactly to M&E exam.. i can't wait really.. i think i'm almost done studying.. but somethings like keep 'falling out'.. argh.. need to press on!! I will gt an A for tis!!

BB has decided to pursue a master deg next yr.. i think its gona b fun! we can study and go home together after sch.. hehe~ looking forward to it!

Went to visit both my grandma.s yesterday.. had teck whye ah ma cant recognise me anymore.. i duno y.. tink gota visit her more often le.. my bukit batok ah-ma said i put on wt.. T.T which is the fact la.. no thnks to bb.. he said we're gona hv 6 meals when we go bkk!! he gt it all planned out already!! i'll come bc lookin like drew carrey's assistant, mimi.. if u watch the drew carrey shw.. scary!! lookin forward to all the shoppin thou! hehe~ i'm officially dependant on bb.. yep.. sad to say, i'm a kept woman. i've used up the rest of my funds and not like bb's complaining.. bt argh.. keepin my fingers crossed that i'll gt some bonus frm MOE frm the 6mths of work earlier tis yr..

bb's leaving for indonesia next mon for a sch trip n wil onli b bc on thursday nte.. i'll b muggin til then and the next day i'll b hving my paper! so it's all gd timing.. =) i onli mug in the day so nte time is stevie the tv and me.. (tat's wad joey n chandler in FRIENDS call their tv.. hehe~) i'm so lookin forward to it..

the truth is out.. and he's taking it quite well.. i tink.. i hope.. i duno y the chinese saying goes: chuan dao qiao toh zi ran zhi.. it makes no sense to me.

Everythings so superficial.. everyone's so fake.. cept bb of cos.. n my closer mates.. argh.. tried to help bt tngs seems to b gg dwnhill.. i want out at the end of tis ordeal..

its onli the 2nd episode of 90210 and i'm hooked. i love everyone in the shw! once my exam is over, i'll finish the entire season online in a day! =P cant wait..

The new theme song for Heroes is freakin cool!! Generation by Simple Plan.. feel like doing the head bang whenever i hear that song.. contemplating to download it.. bt even if i do so, lazy to upload into my ipod.. hw lazy can i gt rite.. mayb in the holidays..

Watching Whose Line is it Anyway.. Wayne Brady is freakin freakin talented and a fabulous singer!! i hope he makes movies one day.. or perhaps whose line movie version.. that'll be a blast!

Had a small date wf bb last nte.. suppose to go teppanyaki bt he gt caught up in sch again.. so met up 30mins before the movie, 007~ had pasta n fries.. i noe weird combi bt bb was cravin for it.. 007 was nt exactly the typical one.. nt much bedrm scenes for one.. thou it was more abt revenge for tis quantum of solace.. nt much car chase.. thou there was land and air fight scenes.. alot of explosives thou.. nice plot.. jz abt it.. Daniel Craig is getting used to be being 007.. getting better at it.. almost as gd as pierce brosnan i must say..

I duno if its God's will for the incident to happen on sunday.. i'm jz feelin real bad abt it.. i cant salvage the situation thou i tried to suggest other ways to remediate it. lets hope the air clears soon.. sigh.

Jz went for Alexis' bday and she's so adorable! dean n ting came.. miz those 2 so much!!
Gt a lovely scaf frm feli!! sweet!
Stayin hm by myself on a sat nite.. =( bb's out at colleague's wedding dinner.. watching 'so u tink u can dance'.. hw i wish it doesnt end..

Science is finali over.. nw everything i c, it's all v physical to me.. in terms of kinetics.. molecules etc.. i noe.. i'm gg bonkers.. its rest tis weekend then bc to m&E.. or mayb i'll jz start on m&e while waitin for bb.. he has some westzone sports dinner or something..

I've bought quite a number of durians yest.. so tink i'll bring some over to my ah ma ltr.. =) i miz her.. haven seen her for a mth or something..

Haven been out wf bb much due to mugging.. i miz hving fun wf bb.. cant wait for bkk!! we'll head out over d wkend for movies! 007~ i prefer brosnan to craig..

Tmr's alexis' bday! wonder if she can walk yt..

Stress lvl to the max.. tmr's science paper and me n my classmates are jz freaking out! its nt like we dun understnd wad's in the bk.. its more like the more we qns each other, the more we confuse each other!! haha~ i noe it sounds kinda furni.. bt we do meant to enrich each other thru the proces.. its 55 qns = 100%.. nt even 10% participation or 40% test.. its 100% max like that! scary la.. i've put in quite a lot of effort and study time for it.. bt i'm nt sure if i totali understnd it or noe when to make use of wich formula.. its like i'm taking my O lvl physics all over.. God bless me pls..

Heroes II on star world now. shit.. gota hit the bks again.. i'll watch it ltr when bb gts bc frm cg.. my 10mins break may become longer if the plot gts anymore interesting.. shit.. syler is gg after claire!! tis is gona b a long break..

Watching armaggedon* now.. they haven even fly off in the rocket i'm beginning to tear alil.. y, ben.. y do u wana leave liv tyler behind.. sobz.. so freakin sad la!! i hate/love such shows.. thank god bb's ard.. =)

thank u dearies: dree/deb/wen/pam/feon.. i duno which of the rainbow sisters.. for the lovely prezies! thank god i can fit into the size S shorts.. haha!

Pam: if u're reading tis.. r u wf HIM? ha~ jz curious.. he behaved like he's courting u.. in a way.. then again, he behaves like that wif a lot of girls.. =P

HAPPY 27th BIRTHDAY, FELICIA!! thanks for being a great gal pal!! Love ya!!
PS: Got a prezie for u.. free on the 8th for dinner or something? Weekday gota prepare for exams..

Cant wait for madagascar to be on movie!! that's my fav cartoon of all time!!! haha~ damm furni la.. "I like to move it, move it, move it.. you like to move it, move it, move it.. we like to.. MOVE IT!!" mwhaha!!