Hear me Roar

I cant even post negative comments on fb.. fear that my sis and my frens wud be overly concern and start to worry for me.. its like i cant even let people know how i feel.. there's no one to talk to.. dun even feel like talking to my girl pals.. cos i dun wana hear their comments.. i know there's nutin i can do bt to bear wif it.. feel so terrible nw.. 6 more weeks.. i jz wish kaez can take up all of my time.. n my love.. i dun wana love anyone else.. i dun wana love anyone else anymore.. it hurts too much..

Gt cheated on bday and vday.. i really shd stop celebrating any special occasion.

Crazy hormones is killing me.. -.- skin is burnt. the one time i tot i'l b tanned, went wrong.. hw irritating is dat..

BB has been busy studying and preparing for exam.. Jiayou bb! =) long weekends coming up! happy 45th singapore! yippy! hehe~ tmr playing bball wf wena n gang.. their perf today went well.. so thank god.. thou they didnt make it for fop.. bt i'm sure they'll dropby for svc one of these days.. i can see it. =)

I said something alil racist today and I'm ashamed of it. How I wish i can think ahead before any words spill out of my mouth.. Feeling really good bout tis mth thus far.. hope my apprehension is right this time round.. bb 'believes' in me every single time.. i shd hv more faith as well.. let me walk on water! =)

convo was alright.. everyone left so early bcos of our own family.. mum took pic so that she can view it frm the cam. cos she lost her cable and can't extract the pics.. hw silly..

And finally, we've come to the end of the world cup fever.. mac'd at nite are once again empty..

I've decided to really help out wf the swim cca instead of just bringing the kids there. I'll go into the pool and help out the coaches. Which means i'll need to go gt a swim suit.. I'm thinking of a tankini. But i'm sure the parent volunteers and the parents waiting outside may raise an eyebrow. Hmm, better to be safe than sorry.

Nxt week's my nie investiture. Most of my classmates' relatives n frenz nt coming for tis. But they're coming for the NTU convo instead. Looking forward to that.. gona wear the sq top for the v first time! =)

My nephews are so freaking cute. My 2nd nephew, Dong You.. when i open the car door for him, he immediately said 'Ah yiiiii..' haha~ den when he saw my mum he was like 'wai porrrrr' and then he repeated our names several times after. Most adorable thing ever.. =)

Head something v disappointing today.. cheerldrs frm church team moving to other team permanently.. and HE didnt leave alone. he roped in others with him. This is what I call an action of the weak. He can't gt the whole team to follow him, so he get the remaining who chose to stay by him, to another team. Guess he has nv been a team player in the first place. Ever since in Magnum i gues.. If you can't stay long enuf in a team, what makes you think its the team that is at fault and not u?.. Shd i 'warn' L?.. hmm.. nt for me to judge. He'll figure out what he's like soon enuf. Bt the issue with using church property when you alrdy hv no say, that is definitely a no-no. He stil have the cheek to suggest to them using church property. When I heard frm cc, i seriously cud slap J in the face if he was there. Bt i wun. Anw, Pst is updated and I gues he no longer has any say in AC or emerge. Is he fulfiling the mandate?.. More like he has abandoned church.