Hear me Roar

I'm hooked.. onto facial masks!

It's highly addictive.. so be warned for those who are going to try it. Initially, I put it on for the sole purpose of being fair for the ROM and so on.. The next thing I knew it, I'm buying buy the box every 2 weeks! And, not just that, every little thing that can beautify me, I feel the urge to get it! The things that getting married will do to you!

I'm so overwhelmed by it that I didn't really realise it for the past 2 months till I found out there's a dip in my savings. This is really scary. And my wedding is not till next march.. and there's so many things to pay for.. the banquet, the reno, the electrical appliances.. I was telling philip I feel so guilty about the sudden urge to get so many things.. Urgh! Help!! Hmm.. I wonder wil shopping therapy helps..

Is this the best year yet for me?

The Good...

1) Getting married in July

2) Cheerobics 3rd position, SKM 3rd position

The Bad...

1) Aixin's fractured arm, Andrina's sprained ankle, Ricca's tail-bone

2) Anabel's shoulder-blade, Aishi's wrist

I'm lucky if Mr Tsu still wants to keep the cca going. 2 casts in 2 mths. This has never happened in the past 8 yrs before. What has happened to me?.. Did I not put safety into consideration?.. Was I not detailed enough? Did I put too much trust in them?...

I need to seek the Lord more for direction.


I just came back from Malaysia.
Bb highlighted his hair while I had a hair treatment. It was really good. My hair is silky smooth now. I was hoping it'll treat my dry ends instead.

We caught 28 weeks later, for SGD2 each only. Yeap, and that's the only reason why we watched a scary movie. It's about this virus that ran amock and anyone who caught it becomes a blood-thirsty mummy. The opening was quite scary already when the dad got infected and he went crazy in the lab. The ending was quite... well, unexpected. The boy was immuned like the mum, initially I think. Then I covered my eyes.. well, that's just how I am in scary movies. The ending scene was a picture of the helicopter that he was rescued in and below reads, 'For Dad'. I think that's pretty scary.

Then we had our usual butter crayfish for dinner and bought lotsa mangoes home to eat. I just can't wait for our home to be set up. Imagine heading home together after a good meal, watching tv together in our love nest.. That's just.. a dream which will become reality in 6 months.. and the count down begins.


One more week to Bkk...

3 more days to Emerge...

1 more month to Cheerobics...

6 more weeks to ROM...

I gota admit this - I'm a cry-baby.

Yeap, I may appear strong on the outside but really, any small thing will make me cry buckets.
I'm very much like my mentor. Just that I try to hold it back.
I was watching 'Helen, the baby fox'. It was so touching. The fox was deaf and mute, supposingly. Then, this boy who was kind of abandoned by his mum, started to care for her and nutured her. She started to get better and surprisingly even cried out to him. It died in the end, expected. The kind of attention that the kid gave the fox, everyone yearns for that. If a kid can give that kind of undivided care and loving for an animal, what more should an adult do?

Its the school holidays! Well, gota head back to school tomorrow though..

Gla knows the LV website!! And she found the wallet that I want!! The one that my sis has. It's really nice!! Its kind of big but I love it because it's not like the other LV wallets you see on the streets in Singapore. As in, not many people carry this material. Most of them carry the canvas material which is really outdated. Oh well, gona get it in July!!

It's one of those days again.. Argh

But a few good things happened:
1. Met up with Bill from the Dancefloor today in my school. We're collaborating with him and South-west CDC for a production on the 21st July. He's a really friendly guy.

2. Found a 10 cent coin at the bus-stop. I know, it's only 10 cent, still its money!

3. Apple is back from thailand. I'm gona meet up with my future sis in-law for dinner on Tuesday with Uncle Ali. Its amazing how he hooked up with her in 2 weeks when he's always telling me, he sees no good from going into relationships. He had instilled that thought in me for the past 7 years. Well, of course I'm extremely happy for him and Apple seems to be really nice and pretty. Prettier than Ning to say.. ha~

She's a uni grad but earning very much less in thailand. Well, thank God for the poor economy in thailand that she's gota be here and got to know my kor. I can't wait to attend his wedding!! =D

Next week is the start of school holidays. Part of me is looking forward to it and another part is just, nonchalant. Looking forward to my short break with my darling in bangkok. Not looking forward to meeting *Rose (*name has been changed to protect myself). He's a pain in the ass.

My colleagues around are all telling me demoralising stuff. Its giving me negative thoughts about being a teacher. Old methods doesn't work anymore. P keeps telling us that. We're always changing methods to try to engage the students. But what he doesn't quite see is the effort we put in. No results can be seen because the foundation is just not there for their level. We have the cover the syllabus, and at the same time, drill on their basics. I don't know how my teachers managed.

I'm still trying. I'm not going to give up. The reason why I joined teaching in the first place is because of the love for coaching sports. I love maths and it was easy for me to understand. P is right, our students are more visual now. Its not like how we learn, where everything is audio and it goes in almost instantly.

Hereby, I would like to pay tribute to all my teachers who taught me once, even the relief teachers. I love you all and I take my hats off you. You guys really mould me and make me become who I am today. (Its a good thing..) Even my ex P from my primary school. He's the best P who interacts so much with the students and even the teachers in my school agree with me.


"Our little time of suffering is not worthy of our first night's welcome home to Heaven."
- Samuel Rutherford