Hear me Roar

Had dinner wif my 4 organisers last nite n it was pure fun~! its been quite sum time since i had a nite out n pig out wf gfs.. and bb of cos. =) listening to deb n wen talking abt their tw trip and their short encounter wif Jay chou.. ha~ ting bu dao de mi mi hahaha~ furni sia.. the secret cant b heard properly.. =P

Went shopping wf pam n dree last nte.. onli managed to get underwear for BB.. n some choc biscuits for myself.. anyway, BB used his citibank vouchers and got me a new wilson bag!! hehe~ its big n its green!! *sounds like sumting icky.. ha~* it has lotsa compartments and i love it! thnks bb!! He only has $60 worth of vouchers and he spent $50 on me.. He only got himself a pair of socks.. =P bt that's like the only thing he alwaz get in sports shops. Come to think of it, he has more things than me that a girl ought to have more than a guy. Example, hair stuff.. bags.. undies.. this aint fair.. i tink next time our place can be basar malam.. or hold flea market once in a while..

Come august there'll be a supposed long weekend.. thursday national day so meaning, wed celebration no sch, thurs public holiday, fri sch holiday, sat sun weekend.. but sat got walkathon!!! argh! of all days.. and I'm the coordinator for my school.. cham.. 1st time in big event.. hope i dun screw up.. God.. lead me!!

My bb came over and had dinner with me after his tuition. I know he had a long day. Its these small little things that he does that reassures me. I'm his only one.. hehe~

R has been pissing me off again. "You can't use this, it doesn't b*un*e as well. Use that, I've brought it out for you already." Yea.. like.. thanks.. but no thanks.. he's elder. Of cos I gota 'obey'. He doesn't see my rationale once again. He's always right. No one else's opinion ever matters. But I would like to see it as God putting me there in that kind of a situation for a reason. He's my mini Goliath. I have my sling and all. Just you wait. If God is for me, no one and nothing can be against me. =P

Weekend is going to be here once again. BB and I wanted to go to bkk during the sept holidays. Seems that we gota cancel it due to some events in school.. shucks.. stupid camps and O level stuff.. but we gona have a mini getaway still. He suggested a nite stay in Pan pacific.. that sounds nice. We went there during my bday last year. It was sheer romance. =) I fell in love with him all over again with him then.

David and girls went out clubbing without me. Humph. I had training and I couldn't join them cos I was too, too tired.. sobz.. I'm alwaz missing out on the clubbing fun!! It sucks! I miss clubbing!! Especially the dancing part!! I AM THE DANCING QUEEN for crying out loud! I can still picture myself in the dome-shaped structure back in my year 1 days during orientation, dancing to that song.. year 2 days with magnum after performance for sports camp.. still dancing to that song.. got smuggled into Madam Wong with James.. still the same song.. Argh! This sucks big time.. I'm going clubbing soon.. mark my words.. ladies n gentlemen, put on your dancing shoes and wait for moi.. wait for moi call to jio u out! We're going out to P A R T Y!

The weekend is way, way, way too short..
Spent my entire saturday at west coast park for a cheer perf.. it was wet, muddy.. first perf for some of the P3 students. It was kinda cute seeing them perf. Good stuff!! No stunt drop, high spirit.. My children.. hehe~

I had a fantastic /not so good sunday with BB.
I love it when he stays over. But whenever we quarel, that's it. He has became nicer, very much nicer since I first met him when he'll blow at the slightest thing. Now its me.. I'll blow at him for the slightest thing. It almost seems to me that I'm bullying my husband. And he just keep taking it.. I know he love me loads and I can c that. But I duno why I can't control my feelings.. Maybe I know that he wouldnt dare shout at me again after what had happen at the bridge weeks after he proposed. (onli feli, dk n kw know what happen.. we nearly broke it off then.. it was that bad..)

I was just about to forgive him after a slight misunderstanding in town today when he step on my fav shoe and broke it.. yeap, my green beads came off.. one at a time.. this cleaner (who's kinda mentally retarded) came picking it up, laughing to himself and walked off with it... we were on our way to watch 'knocked up' (which was by the way quite furni~) then it kinda pissed me off even more.. BB helped me picked up the remaining beads and I walked away fuming. Anyway, we managed to watch the show in the end and reconciled during the show.

He walked me to the bus stop and then I ask him y does he love me. Then he replied cos I'm his bb.. then he teared. For those who doesnt quite know him, he's actually a very emo guy. In front of me la.. This is the 3rd time I see him teared in front of me. Once in hall, 2nd at his place, and now. I know I shouldnt 'hang dirty laundry in public' but its this kind of thing that I want to remember and read again in future to remind myself that my bb loves me that much.

He doesn't know that this blog exist..
but bb if u're reading this, I promise to be nice.. U make me love u more n more each day.. Hugz.

Is school a torture? I get so tired, that when I reach thursday, my whole body is aching all over. Not that I exercise that much in school. Its even more tiring than cheer practice! The kind of energy spent.. one voice trying to conquer 40 screams.. Worse when it comes to 160 screams during PE lesson.. Hopefully time will fly faster.. Can't wait to leave..

Derek left.. sobz. Din get to send him off..

Liujing msged me last nite. Haven't heard from him in years! He's one of my orientation group members when we were in poly yr 1. Me, derek, liujing, ina, gerald, cindy.. all in the same group. Actually he wanted to join Magnum, but backed out when we went to the club-house. Chicken..

Still remember the first time when we went to the clubhouse.. so furni..

As we were about to slip our names under the door, Johnathan (then-president) came and saw us. And we were like.. 'er..' then he was like.. 'ey..' I miss those times so so much..

And of cos.. who can forget the sunflower!! hehe~ being tossed the 2nd time round by xiwen after I tossed the bouquet towards the singles. It was kinda hilarious cos Clara caught it. ha~ meant to be standing there I guess. Gla was like trying to avoid it.. -_-''

More pics will be posted up soon!

Its been a long and tiring week so far.. duno y.. its like i cant go on without my naps anymore!! Arh!! Madness.. This weekend going to chose the gowns for the wedding pics!! Yippy!! Cant wait.. hehe~ anyone wana go wf me??

Special tribute to all mums...

After Jay's mum passed on, that very same night, I dreamt that my mum suffered the same fate. That was scary.. I cried in my dreams. I woke up and told BB about it..

Mums have always been there for us. At times, they can be annoying, a 'pain in the ass'.. but truly, they're one persone we can't leave without. In times of fear, sleepless nights, she'll be the one who pats me to sleep. Literally.. When I was much younger when there wasn't any fan in my room, she would fan me to sleep.. even though I was already 12..

Message to all: Appreciate your mum for all things and for life.. They're the only one we've got.

Die Hard 4.0 sucks. Geez.. the much anticipated 4th episode is such a disappointment..
The part when Maggie Q bashed up John McClane.. that was it for me. How can John McClane falls under the hands of a lady when he can use a car to bring down a chopper?? Its just stupid..

I could have use that money to go watch Transformers again.. Darn.


Its a holiday today!! Yea~ Long lives the youth of today!!

Anyone game for mahjong?