Hear me Roar

I would like to quote deb: its been a hectic week as usual..

Performance at Jurong west stadium where I saw Mr Kunalan!

miss him so much.. strike-force was there as well.. =) good stuff!

Today's the 25th.. celebrated my 25th bday two days back.. so sad.. a quarter of a century liaoz.. dun feel that way yet.. which is good.. ha~ derek called and sang me a bday song.. so sweet.. can hear cindy on the other end singing as well.. its alwaz gd to hear from a fren from afar.. i miss u bro..

It's getting more hectic these few dayz.. wed sun training, tues sch, fri cell grp.. next yr it'll be tues thurs sch.. duno hw to handle my ministry as well.. need to change the day again..

Bday thnks:
Aud, pam, xiwen & karen for the little miss trouble top n shorts.. polka dots! cute!! only for bb's eyes thou.. haha~ if he gt sore eyes u noe y..

F2: for the nice white wrist bag.. or wrist pouch? duno wad u call it.. ha~

Wen: where's my freaking present!!!

BB: i love u.. thou the hp that i pick didnt hv radio function.. stupid me.. didnt check for that first before i gt it.. but i stil like it (sony ercisson W880i) alot.. =D

Da jie: i'm thinking the dog books that she brought over to my place is a present for me.. since she don't need it anymore.. =P

Thanks to all of u who came for dinner at Village, Heeren.. =) Its a big crowd and really appreciated it.. thou toopid gla had to leave early for movie.. come so late stil leave so early.. kns.. thou the food aint too gd as well.. =P thnks for making an effort to come dwn thou dree n pam had assignments to complete.. but i'm sure u'll thnk me for giving u girls a reason to come out and shop as well rte.. ha~

This will be the final time i'm saying this.. i'm definitely moving in next week. i hope.. argh! bt its for my good.. auntie is always asking for more things.. better things.. from the carpenter. the coffee table too short.. too thin, change. the mirror nt properly aligned, change. haiz.. hopefuli no more changes by next week.. reali cant wait to move in.. thou it'll b v far frm rp.. sobz.

so when's our next gathering? =)

The past weekend had been very dramatic.. first, i scolded the NUS High kids.. they were really playful and not listening.. I had enough and just lashed it out at them. One more week to go.. need to tahan..

One of the pics taken at the restaurant.. that's my pregnant eldest sis, Anni.. giving birth in a month's time.. my 2nd sis, Anqi.. me An an.. and my bro, wilson aka Gim Soon. Dun ask me why his name dun hv 'An' in it.. we duno y either..

Listening to tata young's sexy naughty bitchy.. bringing back the gd old days again.. like wad kaiwen put up in the blog.. cant believe he posted those pics.. i hv no place to hide my face..
Anyways, i miss BU!!! sobz.. i miss them so much i feel like slapping myself for not being able to make it for the competition.. Aces posted pics of their exchange wf the tw cheerldrs n it looked so much fun and i miss those times.. and then, it hit me.

I live for cheer. If there's one thing that I cant live without, ok, make that 2. BB n cheer.
I have dreams for what the cheer scene should look like in SG in 10yrs time. Dream so big that i dun even dare to share it wif anyone cos i may come off looking stupid and impossible. Not as in CAS, even bigger than that. I'm sure Lenn shares the same dream as me. But capital wise, its almost imposible for me.. trying so hard to save up every single cent but its so difficult.. esp when i'm building my own hse.

I miss being part of the team.. thou the snrs r stil v much a family, i miss the trgs we had togther.. the laughter we had.. the hard times we had to endure togther.. it reali didnt matter much bac then if we're champs.. so long as we master something new, we were contented. duno if we can ever, correction. duno if I can ever feel that way again in a team. I know i'll have a lot of 'first times' to come with bb.. but u noe wad i mean.. its different.

Coaching aint the same. Dree shd noe it.. ocasionali u gt to try stunts wf them.. bt that's reali much abt it. I need to set some goals..

1. Get back in shape
2. Go for gymnast class
3. (2's enuf for nw.. duno if i can even complete one..)

but then again, there's so much going on at the same time.. i nid 48 hrs a day.. den again, dun even noe if it's enuf.. haiz.. I'm being abit too negative these days.. non-stop complaining.. i gota stop.

*Pics r wf bb.. haven upload yt.. sori.. will do it soon.. =)*

My house will be done this week! I cant believe it.. its that fast.. feli's the only one who has seen the house so far.. the carpentry will be up.. furniture will be delivered next mon.. end of the week will be getting the sofa and the coffee table *since no one offers to buy if for us.. -_-*

Saturday celebrated bb's bday.. as kaiwen wud put it.. it's BB's day! so i had to wish bb, 'Happy BB day!' from kaiwen.. -_-'' its like his official day.. I had training in the morning den we went to select our wedding pics and rom pics.. which was long overdue.. =P anw, i think i'm very thrifty.. which is a good thing in the long run.. =) then again, i'm beginnnin to think like an auntie liaoz.. sobz. anywayz, my sister spent close to $5k for her wedding album la!! wad the.. i wud nv spend that much on pics loe.. so we totali fully utilise our $3.4k package.. we didnt spend a single cent extra on any additional photos.. thou our album will be pretty little.. but i'm fine with it. just a few nice ones will do.. =)

we went for svc and after that we went to long beach for dinner. its been a reali long time since i had seafood in singapore. its alwaz in JB.. but anw, it was gooood.. hehe~ will post the pics real soon. i bought bb a swatch watch. he looked reali cool in it.. ha~ more manly..

the next day, we had to wake up at 5.15am.. around 5am, i could hear all the aunties talking and opening n closing of doors.. there wasnt much sabotage.. which was sianz la.. i onli suggested to the aunties to ask the uncles to pluck out their armpit hairs.. i noe its gross but that's the onli ting i tot of then.. my mum didnt even ask them to eat the suan tian ku la stuff.. so boring.. i'm thinking i shd personali ask the guys to do the sabotage.. mwhahaha~ i've already more or less decided how i wana takan them le.. so it'll probably take about an hr.. =P me n bb decided, after we move in, we can start planning for the wedding le.. so we'll most prob start in dec.. so my dear aunties (F3 & dree, debs, pam & xiwen) i'll b contacting u girls in nov to cfm ur attendance den in dec we work out the duties k? no worries.. it wun b as much work as the rom.. =P jz on the day itself.. u girls will gt a room in the hotel oso.. its on 8th March..

so back to my sis's wedding.. the entire day was waiting n waiting n more waiting.. my bro-in-law side.. my side.. my sis planned v last min.. she was chosing the march-in song at my place!! tiao. but everything went well at the dinner.. philip's parents sat wf us at the vip table.

i tot my dad will complain to my grandma over dinner regarding the situation at home but thnk god he didnt. my auntie told me sometihing that almost made me teared. she said they were talking about it amongst themselves until my grandma cried. someone of her age shouldnt b crying.. my grandma said then, hw did things end up this way... i've come to a conclustion. it takes two hands to clap. i dun tink i shd put all the blame on my dad. then again, he's the one who started all of this.. being violent and all. but me and bb managed to work things out.. he was once an angry person.. but if u love someone enough, i'm sure he/she will take the effort to change for the better. i'm very thankful for bb..

arty, lets nt talk abt sad stuff anymore. its time to celebrate love, love, love...
Deb, I love u!! Pass the love ard!! U r one v pweety lady.. i'm sure there's tonnes of suitors.. or can i sign u up for the speed dating organised by class 95? =D

anyone game for resident evil: extinction?

I think i'm reali kiasu.. my place not yet done and i'm already starting to pack.. its either that or i cant wait to leave my hse.. for the past few yrs.. after my sis left to set up her own family exactly.. this place is nothing more than wad my dad says, a hotel. where 'people' means us, come n go whenever we like.. this is more true for him than for us.. ever since he admitted to the affair and said mean stuff about my mum.. there's reali nutin left for me in this place except for my hamsters and my beloved ah-gong and ah-ma.. not so much of my ah-ma cos she made me cry during my ROM. but anw, i jz cant wait to move into my new place..

i duno wad's gona happen to my bro after i leave.. and my mum.. duno if they're reali gona gt divorced.. is he moving out.. haiz..

y cant people live in harmony.. i can never allow such tings to happen to my family in future.. i'll start things rte.. bt pastor said to start things rte, i need to make things rte.. haiz.. hw to make things rte when my dad blows his top whenever i open my mouth..