Hear me Roar

Had a fight wf bb. Almost literally.. I was in the living room when he switched off the light and of cos, being the scaredy cat, i got really scared and i cried. My hse has blinds and block-out all over and it was really pitch dark, nt that my gut was that small.. only when i got into the room then he switched on the light. I was so pissed that i hit him real hard on the arm. I cried non-stop.

The next morning, i told him that i hate him and regretted not hitting him any harder. I really felt that way. The one man i trust put me in my greatest fear. He kept apologising but i refuse to accept his apologies. He was way overboard.

After my class on that night, he was still at his meeting. I opened the door and to my surprise, there was a note, a card, a box of choc and of cos, a sunflower on the floor placed just right in front of me. I picked up the note and there reads an apology which i can't not accept. I was touched and I smiled to myself. Its very hardly that bb is this romantic. He even had a sorry card beside the note. When he came back, we kiss and made up.

I love him..

Its going to be 12am and i'm not aslp yt.. jz gt bc frm cell grp and there were 3 babies around.. 'call auntie jesse'.. i'm so.. feeling it.. T.T the babies look freakin cute la.. esp ashlee.. learning so fast.. i'm hoping for one already.. bt nt anytime soon still.. haiz.. *pray hard*

Cant wait to watch my tw dvd basketball shw!! no time!! sobz.. sitting on my table.. onli gt to c the cover every morning before i leave the hse.. tmr's fri! bb promise me we'll watch it tmr nte after i come bc frm trg..

finali! gt my air tix for japan! yippy! so freaking excited.. tis has been an exciting yr for me so far.. first time out of asia to aus.. now gg to japan.. first time as well.. hehe~ cant wait! tokyo disneyland, here i come!! =D

The best thing or feeling you get out of coaching is that you know that u made an impact in their life. To know that my kids went on to pursue cheer further after they have graduated from you, that's a big big satisfaction for me. Azmira went on to dunearn to join cheer, jamie tried in alpha (cudnt click wf the crew), fadillah is in magnum nw! that's so cool! but hope she'll be able to stay long enuf b4 her mum complains.. if she's in adastra and her mum is already complaining, her mum is gona blow if she starts to end at 11pm.. reach hm ard 12am.. that's life as a magnie.

today's anatomy test is crazy.. it was super difficult! i tried to keep my integrity.. which i manage to.. a lil.. but the rest of my classmates.. geez.. nvm. so long as i'm doing the right ting.. a lil.. they're like, went all the way..

still no results from nie.. its killing me!!

daphne got me addicted to 'dou niu, yao bu yao'... cant wait to watch the rest of the series.. tis is like the next meteor garden. shucks. nt gd at all..

Saw the videos of skm on youtube. I was really happy with the snrs' perf. They did their best and i'm sure they'll do even better for the semi. I hope.. the teachers are breathing dwn their necks.. Jnrs.. hope they know where they stand..

Anatomy class was crazy.. the physiotherapist who came in to teach us loaded us wf loads of info.. my mind nearly blow.. bt he was good no doubt..

Gt lobang for perf on sat sun.. bt bb said my bc stil recovering.. so better not join.. =( the last time i performed was.. early this year.. once. that's all.. sux man.. if i dun do anything, feel so freaking old loe.. argh.

i'm wearing this $200 plastic brace thing at night and bb said i've stop grinding my teeth.. ha~ one less person to make noise at night.. next to my 2 new noisy hamsters that is.. thou its a lil uncomfortable.. but for the sake of my teeth and for bb.. alil sacrifice goes a long way..

Played table-tennis with Tim yesterday at NP. He just came back from Europe and was sharing his pics with me.. So lucky.. 3 weeks around the place.. Paris, Italy, France.. and the list went on.. the pics were so so pretty.. I wana get to travel around the place too! Anyways, while we were taking a break, saw some guys taking a break from playing badminton too.. so he went up to them and asked if we cud borrow it for awhile. This b.tch said 'erm, we're jz taking a break onli. We're gona continue wf the game real soon.' I was like, fine. Wadever. Then we continue wf our ping pong. 15mins ltr, we took a short break again.

Then the other couple, who was wf togther wf the girl, were sitting dwn listening to mp3 and playing games on the laptop. So this time round i went up and asked if we cud borrow it just for a while. She said 'sorry, we're playing now.' and got up, switched off the comp immediately, asked the bf to gt up and start playing. I gave them the wtf look. I was like.. wasup wf that! its not like we'll screw up ur rkts in anyway. and its not like we're going anywhere else to play.. we're jz next to u.. and its not like ur rkts r the expensive sort. if they hv an issue to lend others, jz say so.. dun give stupid excuses la.. geez.. kids these days.. i mean, i wasnt like that bac then.. and they cant play for nuts.. if i had the chance to play wf them.. i'll beat them up real bad.. Tim oso gave them the look. Then there's tis other girl who came in and wanted to borrow my table-tennis bat, i said out loud so that the badminton b.tches can hear, 'gladly!'.

Can it get any worse.. first i cant move my trunk.. nw i tink i'm dwn wf fever.. hopefuli its nt infection of any kind. feeling worse that bb is not ard.. he's away at jln batara for sec 3 camp.. sobz.

Had a reali big fight yesterday. I didnt know what got into me. It was one of those pms daz.

Anyway, things in school is back to the 'norm'. I'm bc to my steady pace of work. =)

Brought my kids to clementi stadium for an invitational race by yuhua pri. Thou they came in 3rd, i was quite pleased already cos they were up against some track n field teams. Bet those teams have been trg for wks or mths.. =P

Adastra's having their camp tmr. Hopefuli everything goes well.. they made their first cheer tee!! first in 3yrs! hehe~ excited to see it tmr..