Hear me Roar

Magnum is on the plane to Japan now..
and I'm leaving tomorrow! I'm so pysched up about it!! my 2nd honeymoon!! first time in Japan!! woohoo! I'm this excited.. but some of the magnies aint too excited about it.. losing the passion?.. i duno.. was talking to karen.. dion.. introducing myself as the mei-ren.. haha~

I dun wana talk about the routine. I'm sitting on the fence on this.

Called my mum just now and she told me she was talking to my grandma. Well apparently, my ah-gong has not been appearing in any of my or my relatives' dream.. Well the ting is, my ah-gong passed away on vesak day. I told philip on that day, how 'nice'.. to die on the day guanyin (whom they believe in) is risen.. so anyhow, back to my ah-ma..

she was trying to use the po-pueh (the red pair of wooden thing that you throw to get a yes/no reply.. something like the magic 8-ball.. =P) to find out where he is.. wad he has been doing.. so she first started..

'are you with your brothers (who has passed too)?'
ah-gong replied: 'no'

'did you give any dreams to any of the relatives?'
ah-gong: 'no'

at tis pt of time, she remembered that ah-gong passed on vesak day and she asked
'are you with the gods and goddesses?'
ah-gong: 'YES'

i know it.. i just do.. =D still, i do hope you visit, ah-gong..

still missing u..

My grandpa just passed, on the 19th May, 7.21am. Well, at least that's what it said on the death cert. It cost $200 just for the doc to come up and pronounce him dead. I almost kill the doc. Its not like my grandparents are rich.. Anyways, I love my ah-gong. He's the best thing that has happen to me and will ever be. On the day of cremation, I wanted to burn this pic so that he'll always have me by his side. But my grand aunt said no point, which brought me to tears. Philip suggested I slip the photo into the shirt pocket which was pinned onto the coffin. Which i did.. =) Now, he'll always have this photo wf him.. One of the rare ones that he smiled during photo taking.. Kinda regret it now.. i onli took photo wf him twice during chinese new year. once jz us, and another one wf my eldest sis..

Jz choreo a dance for the kids.. they look reali cute.. being small size and all.. gona miz them.. btw, results are still not out yet.. think i nearly puke yest. The anticipation is killing me.. =( today is the day. I know, i had a dream last night. If I can see it, I will have it. Too bad, I woke up before I could open the letter.. then again, it looked like a letter from NP.. which is weird.. i duno.. my colleagues are also anxious to know the result.. one man short in the level is a big thing. This morning, news came we need at least 20 peeps to support the sch.. the big number of people leaving.. and I wonder why.. even the RT don't even wana stay.. oh well..

Have yet to out tim n pam together.. at least they said hi to each other on msn before.. now is for them to meet.. they're not as 'open-minded' as cong n wen.. how to get them to meet up?.. haiz.. nvm, hv faith. I'll continue 'pushing'.

Next week workshop.. gona c twink! yea!! hehe~ always glad to c her.. miz them so much.. too bad they gona grad soon..

Jz checked out jon's photo album.. looks like he n philippe are going places.. he even met the future in-law already! bt they reali look cute together. wishing them all the blessings on earth! =D always happy to see a couple together~

tis week is quite slack.. thus havin more time to think of unnecessary stuff.. Pastor said its almost a sin to even worry; all things are planned by God n thus there shdnt b a need for me to worry.. Amen to that.

Pray until something happens.

Last day of mid-yr exam!! tmr wil b normal working hrs.. =(
stil waitin for results from nie.. i dun wish to disappoint bb.. i dun wish to b disappointed either.. haiz. results for my kids nt too gd.. the gd class, highest is 95. Highest in the level today so far.. some of the tchers stil tabulating the results. the highest in my form class, 89. half the class fail.. sianz.. 15 of the 20 who failed, failed last yr.. the other 5 was borderline cases last yr.. need to motivate them!! hmm.. +ve reinforcements.. sweets!! haha~ (as if..) last yr when i tried to talk some sense into my P4.. i tink they reali did hear me cos they were wf me for almost 1.5yrs and they can hear the earnest ting in me.. bt these batch.. they're stil that young.. i duno if half my msgs ever gt across to them. they're cute no doubt.. bt sometimes, there can definitely drive me up the wall..

I miss TH peeps.. thou they can also drive me up the wall at times wf their poor attendance.. i miss their lame jokes and all.. sobz.. liv, edmundo.. tim.. i like tim.. when he's wf gy.. haha~ the gay couple.. oh well..

Stupid clay.. i dun sound like a freakin sec sch girl..

Just came back from bbq wf bb, feli, wen n dav.. it was tiring.. n i slpt the earliest. hehe~ ard 11.30pm? but i cudnt slp!! stupid cheezels kept barking the entire nite.. til ard 4am when everyone slpt then he got alil bit of rest too.. feli vomitted.. in the tent.. into a bag thank god.. and she kept that bag of vomit in the tent which i was slping in too the entire nite.. eeww.. and i didnt even realise it.. thank god i didnt roll over and smack all over it..

bb and wen were slping on hammocks and dav in another tent.. wen shd hv uploading the pics in his blog. i didnt use my cam to take any of it.. i recorded a video of them doing a silly sing-along session thou.. duno dav uploaded it into u-tube yt.. ha~

was telling them next time no nid so troublesome to go to changi and camp.. can jz bbq underneath my void deck den stil can come up for mj and watch cable and surf.. there so ulu.. no aircon.. dog barking at strangers.. shd do it in the comfort of our new neighbourhood.. and feli can puke right into the toilet bowl instead.. =)